Saturday was amazing! I spent just about the whole day at the beach! It was an absolutely gorgeous day! I am not one to be at the beach or outside period during the day time. When someone says, "hey, let's go to the beach." I say, "I'll go after 5." Fortunately I don't sunburn, but I defn do get horrendous head aches and darker. I love my complexion as is. But any ways, I ended up inviting Sheilla(good friend), Valerie(young friend), and Miriam(sister). The day was so peacful. And although the sun was out, it was slightly opaque. It was nice and windy, therefore really cool. It wasn't hot at all, for but 15 minutes around 3. God is so good! The ocean is incredible and the waves were breath taking! I spent the whole day out in the sun with no head ache and the same complexion. Yes!!! (You will not understand unless you are black...sorry!) I love the beach!  Whenever I am overwhelmed, frustrated, or whatever that is the place that I can toss those troubles and start a new. I always feel so refreshed, rejuvinated, and exhilerated after some time at the beach. God and I had a very nice day together. There are so many reasons why I love the beach. I feel like I can connect with God without distractions. They say to find the place that you can spend time with God, and the beach is defn my place. It is so peacful, lovely and natural. It's one of the only of God's creations that no matter how hard we try, we can't disinegrate the beauty from it. I had fun with Miriam, Sheilla, and Valerie. I had a wonderful day! After my trip to the beach I went home and got myself presentable. My cousin and I went to see The Wizard of Oz on Broadway. OMW!!!(oh my word) It was amazing! I loved it! We enjoyed it so much that we plan on seeing every show that comes to the Kravis center.  I didn't love everything about it. But I was defn impressed! I'd reccomend that everyone should see at least one show on Broadway! I can't wait to go to Ny and see Broadway there! And after that we went to my favorite restaraunt....Cheesecake Factory! We had an appetizer and then went home. It was the perfect ending to the perfect day!

I had the best Birthday ever yesterday!!!! God is so good to me! I have great, loving friends! During the day I woke up and went to the DMV. I had to renew my liscence. It took forever,not as long as it could of taken but never the less forever. But I was surprisingly patient. People around me were getting upset and fussy but I was relaxed and chipper. It was so God. When I woke up I spent some time with God and prayed for opportunities to serve Him. And honestly I thought that that was my ":service" for the day. While I was waiting I went and picked up my cousin so that he could chill with me. He was leaving for Boston  and I hadn't gotten to say goodbye. So we talked for a little bit then they called my name so that I could take my new pic. Then I proceeded to wait in line for another forever. Again I wasn't antsy but I was aware of the length of time I had been waiting. It was so funny to watch everyone getting so aggrivated at the long wait. It was like I was beside myself! Then some lady asked me to help her with her written exam in creole and I told her that I am sorry. I can't. It was in creole and I just made it look like I couldn't read creole.  And I thought that that was my "christian service" of the day. A few minutes later the same lady came and tried to make chit chat. I really didn't want to hear it honestly. I wasn't aggrivated, I just  try to be cautious about who I speak to. I wasn't sure if she was done with the test and I didn't want to be accused of cheating. But I saw that she was done and she told me that she failed and then asked me to use my phone. I gave it to her. ( I have minutes) She called several people and spoke for a while. And I was like it's ok..."this is my 'godly duty' for today. Finally I took my picture and after I waited another 20 minutes to pay. I left, said goodbye to my cousin and went tos chool. "You know, you could renew your liscence online right," asked my cousin and everyone else who asked me why I was at the dmv and I told them to renew my liscence.  Well thank you, I do know that. But I wouldn't be able to change my pic. I wouldn't really classify myself as being superfical, but if you saw my previous pic you would understand me not wanting it to be my pic for the next several years. BTW, I love my new Liscence pic!!!! So I arrive to school for my class that is scheduled from 1:15-9:30....yea... Through out the day I thought I had a great attitude and kept myself from an entitlement attitude. I kept in communication withy God throughout the day, and was thanking him for allowing the Spirit to just spill over that day, and asking for it to continue.  No one knew it was my birthday except for my family,close friends, those who were told by such ppl, or those who have facebook. So I had a really normal day! I loved it!!!! The class let out at 7. Yes! A great B-day present...lol. I went to church, where the Bible study teacher's daughter made me a cake. After the lesson we ate cake! It was so good! Then I was informed to go drop my car off at home so that I could be picked up.

Here comes the best part of my night!!! In the car was my youngest sister, Miriam, her friend, Adam and me! I really had no control of what happened next! "Adam are you saved,"I said. In my mind I was like 'what did I just say?' And he said, "saved from what?" Then I esponded if you were to die right now,who you go to heaven or hell?" And he said, "honestly I do not know."And the conversation went on from there. I lead him towards Christ! I was completely beside myself! It was not me! I was not in control and it was as if it wasn't even me speaking. It wasn't planned or thought out! I was obedient to the call of Christ, and submissive to the leading of the spirit! Serving God is not about just one moment, but about a lifestyle. It is about seezing every opportunity to point others to Christ! It was amazing! Before he went into his house I told him that if he wasn't sure about anything or had any questions to let me know. I am going to follow up soon. But I believe that Adam will be in heaven with Jesus when he dies. I am so excited! God used me!!!! On my birthday, the day that I celebrate the gift of my life, Adam was born again. He has entered eternal life! It is now his spiritual birthday!!!! Yay!!! Who could ask for anything more?!?!

What about those people who told you to go drop off your car?...Yeah...Well God comes first! My sister, Thamara, was not happy. The only reason why she did not leave me is bc the ppl that we were going to meet would have been ticked that she didn't bring the birthday girl, the reason why they were coming together along.... I think her words were, " Every time they tell you to be somewhere or be ready you always have something that comes up,and things that you got to do!!!" It was funny. And of course I was like. I am not apologizing bc that wasn't even me. But anyways. you just have to know Tham, and know our lovely relationship, to understand. So then she takes me to Quaterdeck, where we meet up with some of my family and friends! I was so surprised. And of course as we do when we get together and go out we picked off of eachother's plate, were extremely loud and had a blast. They had a karoke,and we sang. It was my first time singing at a karoke. My sister picked the song for me and I didn't know it that well. We danced, sang badly, and acted a fool. But I had a great time! Thank you Jackie(my best friend), Jean(Her husband, and my friend, Abigail and Lilianna(Jean and Jackie's babies), Ms. Ritha (one of my closest adult friends), Fred and Valerie(Ms. Ritha's children and my friends), Jenn, Shiella, Fendy, Johanne (close friends...practically family), Rachelle, Sandra, Lynn(cousins), and Thamara and Miriam(Sisters).

I will add pix soon!

My little sister made it to states for shot put and discus! I am so proud of her. I don't even care what all happened while at the competition...I am so glad that she made it to states as a freshman!

I am in need of prayer! I need your help God! Please keep me motivated and dedicated to glorifying you always! There are so many projects that I'd like to take on for the "sake of the cross." I think! I want to do do them for some reason or the other and I hope it's not for my own praise.

I am not as nice as I may seem! And yet, I am not as cold hearted as I may like to protray myself as! I am working on being one or the other so that I can acknowledge where I am and fix it!....Defense mechanisms are pretty tough and can be really mean...SORRY!

Where I am in life at the moment: There seems to be a fine line between being "real" and harsh/borderline cynical AND nice/sensitive and insincere/borderline hypocritical.

I am so easily over it that it isn't funny... I'm done waisting my time...

I love the movie Slumdog Millionaire!!!!